No matter how hard I try I can never be happy with anything. Someone or something makes me upset and I don’t feel like doing anything but sleeping. And the only reason I like to sleep is because its the only place I can go where I don’t have to worry about anything or think about anything. It’s just nothing.
I can’t even control my own emotions anymore. I hate myself so much right now. I hate feeling like this it gets worse and worse everyday and its getting to the point where I can’t even live a normal life. I just want to quit.
I am so sick of suffering from so much anxiety of such stupid things. I just want to be able to relax and breathe but I can’t even think straight about anything anymore because I focus on things that I shouldn’t spend so much time thinking about. I make myself so upset over nothing. I don’t even know what my life has become anymore.
